when it rains
The soft grey sky
Drifts to the ground
Brown rivulets
Trickle away
Trickle away
Washing sadness down
Weather vanes
Weep and turn
Weep and turn
Forgetting in the damp and grey
That by and by
The sun will shine
Sun will shine
By and by
The sun will shine.
Jeni Carino
Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
dailies
Monday, February 26, 2007
-4:52 AM
i made two wrong choices in one day...first one: i decided to get a haircut.. a short one.. my long hair is now gone.. yeah.. i know i like my old look better.. and the new hairdo i got.. it's really hard to manage.. i can't afford to go to the salon as often as i'd like to to get it styled up to it's "supposed" look.. i'd just have to wait till it grows back.. i prefer my long hair.. i've been planning on getting curly hair.. but when i got my hair relaxed.. it got damaged.. so now, i'm trying to bring it back to it's original state.. i should really learn to take good care of my hair.. oh well.. it's really no biggie.. it'll grow back.. i've got the whole summer to make it nice and long.. won't be getting any major haircuts anytime soon.. trims will do.. and a lot of hot oil treatment.. mom tells me to do it once a week.. for one month.. then twice a month for the next month.. i think i'll do just that..
second one: i went to Abstain that was held in Escape, Libis last saturday Feb 24, 2007.. yeah really big mistake.. it's not really my style.. a few of the things that bothered me.. everyone was either smoking or drinking.. or both.. and most of these were just kids.. yeah i know.. it's a bar.. what are you supposed to do in a bar.. then there's the nasty dirty dancing.. i think when people get tipsy they get confused as to what a beat sounds like.. i was pretty sure we were all listening to the same music but these people had their own songs in their heads.. who i mean who the heck slowdances in a rap song?.. haha.. it was unbelievably funny [not in a good way] but i don't think i was supposed to laugh.. girls were getting drunk real fast and two girls had already passed out in the ladies' room.. they had to get the bouncers to carry the girls to their cars.. nasty.. it was a nightmare for me and i really regretted going.. another thing.. couples who danced till they got sweaty all over aren't really the sweet type couples .. they were eating up each other's faces.. i mean.. really kissing hard.. call me naive or whatever.. but that was just plain disturbing.. i was on the verge of throwing something [maybe my shoe] at some of the couples who were really going at it.. disgusting really... to think that i know some of them!.. i had no choice but to become a people observer that night because i had my butt glued to my chair.. no way i'd dance with all these drunk people.. guys had their hands all over girls wearing almost nothing.. i'm not really a hater.. if that's how some people have fun then it's their business.. but it was my mistake to go to such party.. i surely wasn't expecting something like that.. oh well.. next time.. i would know better.. Abstain. Can you?
I CAN!things i
hated about the party:
**my purse almost got stolen by some jerk..
**i had teary eyes the whole night because of all the smoke..
**i saw a lot of things i wouldn't have wanted to see..
**i used to think some of the girls there were brilliantly beautiful.. now, i'm not so sure..
**i brought my brother along.. and everyone thought he was my boyfriend..
**i paid 400bucks for our tickets..
**i didn't even get to see the real program.. because we were late..
**i looked up to these people.. now, i don't really know why..
i'm not a smoker..not a drinker..not a dater..and i'd like to keep it that way.oh well.. my life goes on..
never again.. most definitely.. never again..
