when it rains
The soft grey sky
Drifts to the ground
Brown rivulets
Trickle away
Trickle away
Washing sadness down
Weather vanes
Weep and turn
Weep and turn
Forgetting in the damp and grey
That by and by
The sun will shine
Sun will shine
By and by
The sun will shine.
Jeni Carino
Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
dailies
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
-6:56 AM
ang bano ko talaga sa time management.. hindi ko alam kung sa left ba muna ako o sa right.. haha.. darn.. pagod na talaga ako.. pero siyempre.. break.. post muna sa blog.. hmm... naiintindihan ko naman sana ang econ kung naaabutan ko lang yung lecture part.. na maaabutan ko naman sana kung nakagising ako ng maaga.. at magigising naman sana ako ng maaga kung nakakuha ako ng enough sleep.. makakakuha naman sana ako ng enough sleep kung hindi ako late nakauwi nung previous day.. at hindi naman sana late akong makakauwi kung walang cheering practice 4:00-7:00 everyday.. haha.. ako rin pala may kasalanan sa huli... haaay...
accounting, microeconomics, statistics... parang hindi ko masabayan.. jma at jpia.. lakas ng loob ko mag-apply pa sa dalawang org at the same time.. pero.. sa tingin ko.. kailangan ko lang ng onting time para i-adjust ang sarili ko sa ganito.. halos 12 na ang pasok.. at hapon.. super hapon.. almost gabi na umuwi... monday 7:30.. tuesday 9:00.. grabe.. samantalang.. dati tulog na ako ng ganyang oras.. inuubo ako at sinisipon.. at nawawala ang boses ko.. weird daw ng boses ko ngaun.. ngongo daw.. ayoko lang talaga ng ubo... labas ako ng labas ng room.. kasi nahihiya akong umubo.. ingay.. nakakahiya talaga.. at gusto ko ng gumaling.. pero hindi pa ako makapagpahinga.. kaya pano..?
nagugulat nalang ako bigla.. wanted sa iba't ibang lugar all at the same time.. wednesday.. 1:00 pm balay kalinaw jpia orsem.. 1:00 pm la mesa eco park geog documentary... sa saturday.. 9:00 am parang, marikina... 9:00 am makati...
missed meetings.. nakalimutan.. totally... as in wala akong idea na nakalimutan ko kasi totally wala sa isip ko.. "bakit wala ka sa mtg kanina?" "oh?! may meeting kanina???".. yung ganyan ba yung maririnig mong dialogue..
classes ko ay chaotic.. 3meetings wala yung accounting... then suddenly we had to pick up the pace... 6meetings nang hindi nagmmeet yung stat ko... 3meetings wala ang geog1 pero may project.. na nagcclash rin with everything else... econ.. i just can't get there on time.. to think na 9am yan.. samantalang dati 7am ang simula ng araw ko.. no prob... haaay wala pa akong naaabsorb exam na sa 22.. na conflict kasi araw rin yan ng bacbacan.. meaning araw rin ng cheering namin.. at 1-4 ata yung exam tapos kalahati ng cheering ay tinetake yang econ na yan.. kaya more or less 8 nalang matitirang mga tao sa cheering.. sayang lahat ng pinagpagurang paggawa at pagpractice ng steps.. cwts... project of renovating a cottage.. have to come up with 4,000 by the end of july.. help!.. then the actual renovating.. manual labor..
pero accounting ko talaga pinakamalala!!!... scary... simple pero hindi ko masabayan.. for one brief moment alam ko.. then hindi ko ulit alam.. parang one step forward.. two steps back... darn... pahinga nga muna..
para maiayos ko ang aking buhay.. calendar muna..
